How Could you?………….it is over💔😭😭
How could you?… My Jewel
I gave you my all.
I remember when I almost lost my life, just because, I was rushing to get you drugs when you were sick.
If sacrifice was a person, am not ashamed to be addressed as one…..
All because of the love I have for you…
Our love journey wasn’t a bed of roses
Yet, I believed in you.
Yes, I love you
Yes, you are cute
Yes, you are loved by people, but
You are highly insensitive
You don’t listen to me
You are never appreciative and
You shut me out of your life most of the times.
How can you claim you love me
But am scared of you
How can you claim you love me
Yet, we are always “fighting”
How can you claim you love me
But, you abuse me emotionally, mentality and psychologically.
You hate to see my relatives
The reason for this act, I still try to phantom.
It’s three years, I can’t remember when last I had a real laugh.
I have lived through this relationship in denial, hoping you will be once fantasy lover again.
Every night my bed is soaked with tears.
Where did I go wrong?
Is loving you and submitting to you a crime?
How could you treat me like trash bae?
How could you make me feel less of me?
How could you throw what we once shared to the river?
How could you “feed” me with bitterness?
I begged you to treat me right
I cried and yearn for your attention
Yet, you did nothing…….
I became a laughing stock among my peers, all because of you.
🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧
I will never regret knowing you
Before you became the shadow of yourself
You once made me happy…….
Our love actually was heavenly…
Maybe am old now, or you have found another 🤧
You would have told me, I will understand.
Yes, I love you
But I need to live
Bea, am breaking up with you
It’s hard, but I need my sanity.
I pray you find that someone, that makes you happy.
Be rest assured, I will always love you.
✍️#thetruthtalker
Kalu, Kingsley Tochukwu